there are no answers that could matter

I have many questions about things from the past. I don't want the answers to these questions for they can offer nothing of goodness to my life.  They can only do harm.  But I have them, I don't want them and I don't know what to do with them.  These questions hurt me deeply they are questions for myself on why I did things that I did, Those I can answer, BUT its the other questions, the ones I have for other people, those are the ones that I don't want the answers to. The ones that can offer nothing to me to benefit my future.  I hope that  voicing that I have these questions will allow God to take them away from me.