I find myself
crawling inward
looking out
the rays of light
peaking through
the glassy bits
stained a radiant rainbow
promises remembered
faith grips hold
so obedience may
follow there after
and reach me to
my goal in future
and sit beside my own
hearts keeper
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Friday, July 30, 2010
justnot
much to write about lately. feel like I am in a state of limbo with nothing really happening. still waiting to talk to a recruiter because it seems as tho A always has something gong on and I just can't get to one.
God's plan is not my plan tho and trying to be patient isn't my strong suit. I know that all he asks of us is to obey him. I am trying. He says in Matthew not to worry about tomorrow because tomorrow has it's own worries. So that is something I am working on because to go along with that he tells us that He knows what we need and if he is willing to provide for the birds who are smaller than us why would he not take care of the people he made in his own image.
So for today, I'll not worry and I will put my trust in one who is bigger than all the world itself.
God's plan is not my plan tho and trying to be patient isn't my strong suit. I know that all he asks of us is to obey him. I am trying. He says in Matthew not to worry about tomorrow because tomorrow has it's own worries. So that is something I am working on because to go along with that he tells us that He knows what we need and if he is willing to provide for the birds who are smaller than us why would he not take care of the people he made in his own image.
So for today, I'll not worry and I will put my trust in one who is bigger than all the world itself.
Monday, July 19, 2010
i have stepped away from the ultimate facebook. I have found that there is so much that comes with it that can and does affect the relationships in my life that mean more to me than anything.
I have found that at times I miss the communication that it has the easy access to people that mean a lot but I also see the goodness that is coming from the split.
I have also found that my mind seems less cluttered less worried about whom I will upset because there is no one to upset. I like that. I feel as though my writing may take a more upfront page in my life.
Just read a few books that really make me wonder if it is the thing I need to do. Is it simply a way to cope with the goings on in my life? I do know that I want it to BE important to someone and have a deeper meaning than the crumbled up things that come out not how I see them inside my brain. With continued practice maybe I'll be what I wish to be someday, a vessel in which good works are put forth into the world.
I have found that at times I miss the communication that it has the easy access to people that mean a lot but I also see the goodness that is coming from the split.
I have also found that my mind seems less cluttered less worried about whom I will upset because there is no one to upset. I like that. I feel as though my writing may take a more upfront page in my life.
Just read a few books that really make me wonder if it is the thing I need to do. Is it simply a way to cope with the goings on in my life? I do know that I want it to BE important to someone and have a deeper meaning than the crumbled up things that come out not how I see them inside my brain. With continued practice maybe I'll be what I wish to be someday, a vessel in which good works are put forth into the world.
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