little girls

little girls
we always fall
for the twinkles
he has
in his handsome
eyes
looking straight this way
stupid little girls
so wrapped up
in the moment
our hearts
frequently broken
mind's out on a stroll
across some
random
sandy beaches
day dreaming
romance a creaping
in
taking us along
for the ride
to ruin our lives
thats what we get
not keepin
open our ears
there's always a
clue
to show the intention
that crumbles
our souls
little girls
always fallin
for the serpent
hiding out
in the trees
whisperin
sweet white lies
taste so sweet
Poor Snow White
Oh wait that's me
sleepin in
glass caskets
built for broken hearted
little girls.

Loved me Whole

peace flows
and i can lay my head
down
I cannot see you
but your arms are around
me
I feel them hold me tight
soothing a soft
lullaby
there is no fear
of the dark monster
lurking in the closet
under the bed
my protector
sits here
beside me caressing my hair
he saved me by His
mighty grace
He washed away the grime
from those men's evil
wicked crime
I'm whole and new
sweet sweet sleep
as peace flows
from Him
who loved me whole
un scared and unbroken

Supression Boils Up

stale
broken and bruised
you came to me
i didn't ask you to
sneaking like a rat
into a room
you didn't belong in
what business
had you there?
None I say
not a single one
It was my bed
not yours
me a child, small and
frail
you a man
GROSS
DISGUST
REPULSION
GUILT and SHAME
you wrote them
on me
each time you touched me
in the dark of night
in the bright of light
scared alone
irrelevant were
my wants and wishes
you took them
you stole them
wicked thief in my darkened
night.
Give them back!
I want to be me.
Whole
complete
but I'm a shell
empty
broken and bruised
darker than blue