A letter to My Father

I know you are working something, but does it have to be so painful?  I know I have oft turned from your face and that this is all just a wake up call to come home to you.  I want to come home to you. but the devil is telling me that I am already lost, that I am worthless and unlovable and unforgivable.  I struggle to tune him out and rely on what I know to be true. I need your intervention in my life.  I need help in letting you take control of my life and carry me when I am weary.  Right now, I am beyond weary. My way isn't working and I don't know how to let you take the wheel from me.