i watched the sky go from sunny to dark gray. It made me feel sad and hopeless today and uncertain about the future. I can usually talk myself out of these moods and today I feel as tho I failed. Today, I wanted to stay in bed curled up next to my husband safe in his arms and warm. But I had to get up and I had to go to work. I didn't want to.
Why do I want to cry and just be alone and not alone at the same time. It doesn't make sense I know but that is where I am right now.
I fully believe that God will pick me up and cradle me like a good Daddy does when his daughter just feels sad about nothing . I just wish winter and the cold didn't make me feel down and bruised deep inside like my soul was being beaten to make me want to sleep until I feel better.
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