The title of todays note comes from the movie of the same title. Im not far into the movie but feel the need to pause and make note of how I have often thought of writing a journal and having it be nothing but letters to my Father. I wonder if it would help me deal with things that I struggle with or if it would even matter as he already knows the things I think and have hidden in my heart. Even if those things are not technically hidden, just things I choose not to tell peope. I some times choose not to write the notes because I find myself talking to him, (even if it's just in my head). Does talking to Him in my head even count?
Is it weird that I find it a bit selfish when I talk to God? I mean it seems like I ramble on and on and sometimes repeat what it is I have said or am saying. Isn't there a passage where it tells us not to ramble because he finds it offensive? I'll have to find it and research it. But back to the selfishness of talking to him. I talk so much sometimes that I don't hear what he is saying. I think that goes hand in hand with not reading his words as often as I know I should. I need to put more effort into that portion of our relationship.
Now that I think of this title, I may just create a blog of nothing but letters to Him. A simple plaine update every day.
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