sometime in 2005 A poem found

Sparkles in the eyes that seep
sadness drown in the loneliness
of a heart lost at sea
tossing on the waves
searching
for the comfort of home
in a soul long lost
in the memory of  a mind
depleted
yet their story rolls on the fields
of their seed~



I wrote this the first time I had to deal with my husband being gone for a military deployment.  Not really sure what it means or what it meant other than I was dealing with loneliness.   I think I am a lonely person.  I hate being by myself because I feel alone.  I think that has a lot to do with growing up with alcoholic parents that were often absent.